David

My big boy David has an appointment tomorrow. I really hope everything is ok. He is really bowlegged and walks and runs with his feet inward. His doctor is going to take a look at them and see if its the bone if she thinks so she is going to have him get an x ray and then we will go from there Ive heard they will break his legs or put him in a cast. Im just upset about it Im trying not to think about it but its hard. Im hoping for the best and if he has to have one of those done that he recovers just fine!
Im on vacation this week and the weather has been awful gloomy and rainy just nasty. But we have spend time together, just hung out playing games and watching tv and of course wrestling with daddy we love doing that! i better go I am trying to relax so my headache goes away

Valentines Day! 2009

Chunks 1st time making cupcakes!


I was at work of course everyone was getting flowers and I text Gene and said where are mine he said because I asked for them I wasn't getting anything I was upset I got home and nothing. I let it go and said oh well. Later that day he said babe come here and I went in our bedroom and there were beautiful flowers for me. I couldn't believe it, he did get me some.




The next day I forgot that I bought stuff to make cupcakes. Me and Chunk well mainly Chunk made them we had a blast he kept telling me no mom i wanna do it. I just love that moment but he made me sad thinking wow he is so big now. I let him mix all the food coloring colors in the icing and we ended up with camo cupcakes with red blue and yellow stripes through them with red sprinkles and pink and red sprinkle hearts. They were really good though even my nephew thought so he never eats all his cupcakes and he ate all of Chunks.

Oh what a day!

I just hope that everything that I found out will work out like we want it to. My mom told me something that I kinda wish she didnt tell me but I'm honored that she told me and trust me. My brother what can I say I got disappointed again. I want to have faith in him and believe what he says is true but I cant. I just hope he straightens up his life. He deserves it but it wont work if he isn't willing to help himself. I pray everything works out like we want it to. I am praying really hard. Emmett I know you are listening and will help in anyway you can. You have help me when I needed you. I still have the vision in my head of you in the clouds winking and smiling at me and then I knew that everything no matter what is was this family would make it through. You are our guardian angel.

On to my boys what can I say they are both momma boys! They are very very rotten but they're mine and that is all that matters. David is walking, starting to talk that kid is so smart. Chunk oh my chunk he loves games right now you have to fight with him to shut it off but he got that from his dad. He is so good. He helps me do stuff all the time. Gene and I are doing great! We have our ups and downs but who doesnt. We have hard times but we work through them.